Copyright 2005, XYWE.comXYWE / XYWE.com2007-05-23 10:22:37tag:fobia.xywe.com,2007-05-28:/0-240-na-va-cia-as-truputi-noreciau-paras.zhtmlFOBIAhttp://xywe.com/users/FOBIA/na va cia as truputi noreciau parasyt apie tokius fajnuolius kurie lb man brangus ;&gt; <br><br>EIMA ( zx ) ;D <br><br>vardas: eimantas<br>amzius: 16 metu <br>miestas: alytus ,savaitgaliais vilnius xD<br><br><!-- img[medium,left,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/80/480/gerasoras.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/80/480/gerasoras.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=left width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/80/480/gerasoras.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br>va jis yra protingas ;DDD rimtai. juk taip daug padejo o.O vertinu uz atviruma nuosirduma ;&gt; hehe jis tikras expertas ;D kai kyla klausimu del KAI KO ;DD visada kreipiuos pas ji ;D ir siaip toks mielas zmogutis &gt;.&lt; keistai mes su juo susipazinom ;DD dvi zinutes ir viskas po savaites best friends ;D<br>mes mylim eima nes eima visada sako tiesa ;] prisimenu kai isejom is makdo ir skinai prisipiso o poto pabegom ;DDD bet tada tai zvengiau ;DD o tu : NEZVENK DURNE GERIAU BEK GREICIAU ;DDD hehe &gt;.&lt; ech ... ir daznai tu parinies del visko . tikiu kad viskas bus gerai ;]]] nes taip turi buti . va cia jo mergyte <!-- img[medium,none,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/81/481/pretty2.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/81/481/pretty2.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=none width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/81/481/pretty2.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br>buciau lesbe tai noreciau jos xDDD hehe xD<br><br>dear eima <br>I have seen birth. I have seen death. Lived to see a lover's final breath. Do you see my guilt? Should I feel fright? Is the fire of hesitation burning bright? And if you want to talk about it once again, On you I depend. I'll cry on your shoulder. You're a friend &lt;3 ;&gt; <br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br><br>KAROLIS ( Pnmi )<br><br>vardas: karolis<br>amzius: 15 metu <br>miestas : vilnius, in da future california xD<br><br><!-- img[medium,left,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/82/482/150091121.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/82/482/150091121.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=left width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/82/482/150091121.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br>karolis visada pralinksmina xDDD <br>kai liudna arba uzpisa viskas su kuo plepam ? su karoliu !! xD nes visada po pokalbiu su juo nuotaika pagereja xD <br>ir jo. jis grazus. &lt;3 haha : &quot; ejom su draugu per save , sako GIRDEJAI? ka? mergos sake: wooow koks sexy &quot; ;DDDDD <br>hahaha xDDD na biskuti pasineses ant papu xDDD tuti fruti xDDD na zodziu ;] mielas grazus atviras nuosirdus <br>is dalies poxuistas xD na ir siaip suprantame viens kita nes panasus tevai pas mus <!-- smile[8-|] --><img class=smiles src=http://xywe.com/i/smiles/shocked.png width=15 height=15 border=0 alt="8-|" title="8-|">&shy;<wbr> siaip man patinka su juo kalbet,<br>jis kaip raminancios tabletes xD nuramina prlainksmina , sukuria poshla nuotaika ir poto tyciojasi xDD &lt;333 <br><br><br><br><br><br>MONIKA <br><br>vardas: Monika<br>amzius: 16 metu <br>miestas : vilnius<br><br><br><br><!-- img[medium,left,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/83/483/01.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/83/483/01.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=left width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/83/483/01.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br>pati mieliausia ir protingiausia mergina pasaulyje . na jinai pastato mane i vieta kai jau man afigiennai bloga ir nuvaziuoja stogas. tokia drauge kuriai galima viska pasakot ir zinai kad niekam neisplepes ;] monikut tu apie mane beveik viska zinai ;&gt; kartu daug ka pergyvenom xDDD ir blogo ir gero.<br>ech ... tu lyg mano asmenine psichologe... kartais apreki beveik visada bet man tai padeda xD dziaugiuos uz jus ( tave ir ega ) ;] kartais atrodo kad jus iki gyvenimo pabaigos busit kartu nors zinoma kad taip ir bus xD kitaip neimanoma ;]]] nors sakai kad pasikeiciau ... kad anksciau buvau geresne... bet kokia as bebuciau bloga gera nuobdi linksma vistiek padesiu jei reikes.. nes tu to verta . &lt;333 <br><br><br><br>_Anima <br><br>vardas: mazhena<br>amzius: 16 metu<br>miestas: vilnius <br><br><br><br><br><br><!-- img[medium,left,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/84/484/1954443200ptn1.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/84/484/1954443200ptn1.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=left width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/84/484/1954443200ptn1.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br><br>jeigu dievas neduodu mums liezuviu xDD kad negaletumem kalbet xD vistiek mes viens kita suprastumeme ;]] <br>kartais atrodo kad net zodziu nereikia uztenka tik pagalvot o tu lyg skaitai mano mintis ;]]<br>aciu uz suprantinguma ir visas praleistas kartu akimirkas ;&gt; &lt;333 prisimeni stoga? ;] tikriausiai <br>niekad sito nepamirsiu kai stovejom ir ziurejome i miesta ;]] kai gulejome ant stogo ir zvengeme ;&gt; <br><br><br><br><br><br>BEAIQ ;DDD<br><br>vardas: aneta<br>amzius: 16 metu<br>miestas: vilnius <br><br><br><br><br><!-- img[medium,left,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/89/489/DSC09642.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/89/489/DSC09642.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=left width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/89/489/DSC09642.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br><br>hehehe xDD jinai kai juokiasi visada verkia xDDD labai saziningas zmogus &gt;.&lt;<br>zinau kad tau uzpisau su savo fotkemis xDD ir velavimu xDD atsiprasau uz nepunktualuma xDD <br>tokia svajotoja ;&gt; tipo GLAMOURES girl xDDD ir negaliu as su tavim pyktis xD <br>kai susipyksiu tai nzn kas daros geriau jau pirmai atsiprasyt xDDD <br>myliu tave ;] mes labai skirtingos. na kaip is skirtingu planetu bet vistiek sutariam ;] <br>aciu uz gerai praleistas dienas xD ir tas tumo ar timo turgus kur nieks nieko nepraduoda ;]<br>geras vakaras buvo sedet ten kur nieko nera poto bastytis vilniaus gatvelemis ir pro kazkieno langa isgirst daina nickelback -someday <br>mmm... geras vakaras buvo ;&gt; <br><br><br><br><br><br>vsio xDDD apie kitus dar parasysiu veliau ;&gt; pazadu . galva skaudet pradejo ;x <br>ech .. pasiilgau zaliojo berniuko ...dink is mano minciu!!!! sakei buciuot lietu ,buciavau ... ir pradedu abejot del tos zvaigzdziu mergaites...<br>ji po truputi uzgesta ... <br><br><br><br><br>Billie Myers - Kiss The Rain odiai: <br><br>Hello<br>Can you hear me?<br>Am I gettin' through to you?<br><br>Hello<br>Is it late there?<br>There's a laughter on the line<br>Are you sure you're there alone?<br><br>Cause I'm<br>Tryin' to explain<br>Something's wrong<br>Ya just don't sound the same<br><br>Why don't you<br>Why don't you<br>Go outside<br>Go outside<br><br>Kiss the rain<br>Whenever you need me<br>Kiss the rain<br>Whenever I'm gone too long<br><br>If your lips<br>Feel lonely and thirsty<br>Kiss the rain<br>And wait for the dawn<br><br>Keep in mind<br>We're under the same sky<br>And the nights<br>As empty for me as for you<br>If ya feel<br>You can't wait till mornin'<br>Kiss the rain<br>Kiss the rain<br>Kiss the rain<br><br>Hello<br>Do you miss me?<br>I hear you say you do<br>But not the way I'm missin' you<br><br>What's new?<br>How's the weather?<br>Is it stormy where you are?<br>Cause you sound so close but it feels like you're so far<br>Oh would it mean anything ?<br>If you knew<br>What I'm left imagining<br>In my mind In my mind<br>Would you go<br>Would you go<br>Kiss the rain<br><br>And you'd fall over me<br>Think of me<br>Think of me<br>Think of me<br>Only me<br>Kiss the rain<br>Whenever you need me<br>Kiss the rain<br>Whenever I'm gone too long<br>If your lips<br>Feel lonely and tempted<br>Kiss the rain<br>And wait for the dawn<br><br>Keep in mind<br>We're under the same skies<br>And the nights<br>As empty for me as for you<br><br>If you feel<br>You can't wait till morning<br><br>Kiss the rain<br><br>Hello<br>Can ya hear me?<br>Can ya hear me?<br>Can ya hear me? <br><br><br><!-- img[medium,none,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/91/491/Hard_rain_by_gilad1.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/91/491/Hard_rain_by_gilad1.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=none width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/91/491/Hard_rain_by_gilad1.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br><br><br><!-- video[youtube,XeNmEgIGG34] -->&shy;<wbr><object width=425 height=350><param name=movie value=http://youtube.com/v/XeNmEgIGG34></param><param name=wmode value=transparent></param><embed src=http://youtube.com/v/XeNmEgIGG34 type=application/x-shockwave-flash wmode=transparent width=425 height=350></embed></object>&shy;<wbr><!-- video_end --><br><br>[<a href="http://fobia.xywe.com/0-240-na-va-cia-as-truputi-noreciau-paras.zhtml#add">Add comment to XYWE.com</a>] [<a href="http://xywe.com/p/register.cgi">Start blog at XYWE.com</a>]FOBIA2007-05-28T09:58:48-00:002007-05-28T09:58:48-00:00tag:fobia.xywe.com,2007-05-27:/0-239-labas-aaaaa-kaip-gerai-praleidau.zhtmlFOBIAhttp://xywe.com/users/FOBIA/labas ! aaaaa kaip gerai praleidau savaitgali ;DD jau 2 nakti nenakvoju namie nes vien tik tusai gimses itt ;D <br>gerai praleidau laika ;D issimaudziau idegau ;D aj dar geras buvo limuzine dainuot &quot; TEEN DRINKING IS VERYYYY BAAAAD &quot; ;DDD <br><br>.&lt; aj dar penktadieni sutikau Ruta su Adomu ;DD ble taip apsidziaugiau kad ja pamaciau taip gera buvo aphugint &lt;33 <br>o Adomas toks juokingas xDDD hehe gera ta Ruta ;]]] mylim Ruta ;] <br>ir dar labai pasiilgau Dainiaus.. ziauriai =/ labai jo truksta.. truksta praleistu kartu vakaru ;&lt; pokalbiu ... ir <br>is vis ... negaliu priprast prie to kad jo nera ir kad nieko neraso ... o taip noreciau tiesiog paplepet... nors pas mus<br>niekad neiseina normaliai pakalbet ... del tam tikru priezasciu <br><!-- img[medium,right,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/79/479/specialforfobia1.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/79/479/specialforfobia1.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=right width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/79/479/specialforfobia1.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br>tikriausiai pirmas zmogus kurio as taip stipriai pasiilgau .. man bloga be jo ... ir meluoja zmones sakydami kad su laiku<br>praeina viskas . kazkaip nelabai praeina.. na gal reikia daugiau laiko ... gal reikia LABAI daug laiko ...<br><br>whatever... kai kurie zmones mane labai keicia .. ypac toks zalias zmogas padare didziausia itaka i mane...<br>pakeite mano nuosava AS. atrodo lyg as uzrakinau savo ta maza pasauli kaikuriam laikui .. lyg jis kazko tai lauktu .. <br>o vietoj jo atsirado truputi daugiau ciniskumo,abejingum&shy;<wbr>o ,saltumo. savo gyvenime man svarbiu zmoniu as nedaug. ant pirstu <br>suskaiciuot galeciau ... na o visi kiti man tiesiog nerupi. dejau papa ant ju . saviskiams as visada liksiu sena Fobia ;] <br>o kaip del kitu tai as nezinau ... tiesiog nenoriu ir vel kentet del atvirumo nuosirdumo itt . noriu pakeist savo isvaizda...<br>plaukus drabuzius ir blABLA ;D ir zinoma pakeisiu kai persidazysiu idesiu savo foto cia kad galetumet ivertint ;DD <br>noriu ruzavos grivkes ir melynai-zaliu sruogu apacioj ;DD zodziu some kinda of rainbow colors . noreciaua nt tiek pasikeist <br>kad gatvj manes nieks neatpazintu ;DD na zodziu lyg pradet viska is naujo ... bet as dar nesu tikra ar noriu visko is naujo ..<br>juk tai nera taip lengva ... <br><br><br><br><!-- video[youtube,02_NLgATkv0] -->&shy;<wbr><object width=425 height=350><param name=movie value=http://youtube.com/v/02_NLgATkv0></param><param name=wmode value=transparent></param><embed src=http://youtube.com/v/02_NLgATkv0 type=application/x-shockwave-flash wmode=transparent width=425 height=350></embed></object>&shy;<wbr><!-- video_end --><br><br>[<a href="http://fobia.xywe.com/0-239-labas-aaaaa-kaip-gerai-praleidau.zhtml#add">Add comment to XYWE.com</a>] [<a href="http://xywe.com/p/register.cgi">Start blog at XYWE.com</a>]FOBIA2007-05-27T18:12:55-00:002007-05-27T18:12:55-00:00tag:fobia.xywe.com,2007-05-24:/0-237-nemylek-bek-prasau-uzsimerk.zhtmlFOBIAhttp://xywe.com/users/FOBIA/<br><br>-nemylek ! bek! prasau...<br>uzsimerk ,negirdek ka sakau !<br>-gana! per velu ! as neturiu jegu ...<br><br>ji adata jo sirdyje ir jam skaudu ...<br><br>-tau padet isimt?<br>-nereikia!! as ir pats galiu!!<br>geriau eik ... nes jau tamsu ..<br><br>ji nesuprato,supyko,nu&shy;<wbr>sivyle<br>ir nuejo tamsiu keliu .. <!-- img[original,right,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/73/473/image_4_22143740_14525107_105797671.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/73/473/image_4_22143740_14525107_105797671.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img id=i3629217327 align=right src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/73/473/image_4_22143740_14525107_105797671.jpeg alt="" border=0><script>register_image(3629217327);</script></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br>staiga suzybejo zvaigzde viena <br>ir jis issigando ,susauke:<br>- maldauju!! nekrisk! <br>pabuk dar salia!!! <br><br>bet zvaigzde nukrito <br>o jis nuejo ...<br>kvailas ...koks jis kvailas..<br>kaip gi jis nesuprato kad ja mylejo?!<br><br>kodel paleido?<br>kodel nepasake kad norejo<br>buti sallia ir degti kartu<br>na kodel jis tylejo ?<br>o dabar jau per velu ...<br><br>ir jos daugiau nebuvo ...<br>liko keleta nuotrauku<br>kuriuose jie kartu<br>ne jis neistvere.tiesiog tyliai pasake:<br>- lauk...nes as pas tave einu .... <br><br> by FOBIA ( mano poezija )<br><br><br><br>vakar buvo tiesiog xujova... kodel pas mane viskas ne taip kaip pas zmones? na kdl ? <br>ech uzpiso mokykla... viskas uzpisa aj isvis kazkokia durna savaite...<br>ant stogo! kosmaras! kaip as dabar noreciau ant stogo.. nakti ant stogo... <br>ziuret i zvaigzdes ...gert arbata ir ka nors apkabint...<br>pajust siluma ;] kad vejas svelniai zaistu su plaukais ...<br>stovet ant krasto ir issirekt!!! isrekt visa skausma!juk man istikruju labai skauda...<br>pasiilgau tik nzn ko .. man visa laik kazko tai truksta.. tokia tustuma... <br>turiu savo maza zalia pasauli kuriame ramu ir tyla.. viskas zydi ...ateina zmones<br>viska sugriauna ir vel reikia viska is naujo pradet kas yra tikrai sunku ...<br>galeciau daugiau nieko neleist i savo pasauli bet as noriu ! as taip noriu su kuo nors<br>viskuo dalintis... noriu kad kasnors papuostu mano gyvenima <br>taptu mano zvaigzde kuria saugociau ir bijociau prarast ... bet as bijau ... as labai bijau <br>bijau gaut ir netekt... bijau mylet.<br><br><br>tu kaip vejas<br>bet netikiu as veju <br>jis pazada ir negrizta<br>ir nieko su savim padaryt negaliu<br>ir nu skausmo sirdis plysta<br>nes tu kaip bucinys i kakla<br>verti mane pajust save <br>dabar pazistu meile akla <br>nes tu apakinai mane<br>karsta sirdi tu isgelbejai<br>nuo ugnies ir asaru<br>ar tu zinai kad an taves reikia<br>ir as tai slepti negaliu..<br>ir ten kur nera taves<br>ten pauksciai bijo skristi<br>suakmeneja pakelti sparnai<br>ir kartais galvoju geriau akmeni virsti<br>nei ilgetis taves amzinai <br><br><br>by FOBIA ( mano poezija )<br><br><!-- img[medium,left,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/74/474/316055pyv9drliqc1.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/74/474/316055pyv9drliqc1.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=left width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/74/474/316055pyv9drliqc1.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br>Mood: sucks<br>Music: all the same-sick puppies<br>I want: to die...<br><br>[<a href="http://fobia.xywe.com/0-237-nemylek-bek-prasau-uzsimerk.zhtml#add">Add comment to XYWE.com</a>] [<a href="http://xywe.com/p/register.cgi">Start blog at XYWE.com</a>]FOBIA2007-05-24T16:30:35-00:002007-05-24T16:30:35-00:00tag:fobia.xywe.com,2007-05-23:/0-227-mom-dad-where-i-am-i-rush-to-the.zhtmlFOBIAhttp://xywe.com/users/FOBIA/Mom? Dad? where i am?<br>I rush to the bathroom and lock the door,<br>I can't stand the pain; I can't stand it anymore.<br><br>I go to the cabinet for that lethal pill,<br>Knowing that this one will help or kill.<br><br>My parents received the letter of suicide,<br>They're wondering if their daughter is now dead or alive.<br><br>They pounded and pounded and said, Open the door.<br>I said, No, you do not have your daughter anymore.<br><br>They said, Why, honey, are you doing this?<br>I said, I love you and blew them a kiss.<br><br>I took the pill, then my life started to dim, <br>My chance for survival was really slim.<br><br>The door flung open with tremendous power, <br>This was such a terrible hour.<br><br>Why did I have to end my life?<br>Why did I cause them strain and strife?<br><br>Something was wrong inside my head,<br>Sorry, Mom and Dad, your daughter is now dead <!-- img[medium,right,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/68/468/Loneliness_by_jono_renton1.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/68/468/Loneliness_by_jono_renton1.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=right width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/68/468/Loneliness_by_jono_renton1.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br><br><br><br>dabar noreciau parukyt... nueit nakti kai tamsu ir vesu kur nors kur nera zmoniu...pvz prie neries pasedet po tiltu paziuret i upes srove... ir rukyt .. matyt kaip cigaretes dumai isveja mintis... <br>dumai .... kaip gera butu ... neiprastas vaizdas pries akis . pajust kad tavo siela kazkur toli ... ismest ja nors vienai dienai ... ismest viska kas trukdo kas neduoda ramybes...gal be viso sito butu paprasciau gyvent? gal del nieko nesijaudintum ? nieks tau nerupetu ? bet ar tai butu gyvenimas? nors kas tas gyvenimas per dalyksa? kas jis toks? visi mes kartais tiesiog egzistuojam ... tiesiog plaukiame su srove nezinia kur.. be jegu...nuleidus rankas...be vilties kazka tai pakeist... be vilties pajust savo siela..be vilties ir vel pajust gyvenima ,pajust kaip jis plaukia tavo venomis ... prasai pagalbos bet is lupu istruksta tiktais keli begarsiai zodziai kuriuos nieks niekad neisgirs... as pasimeciau... susipykau su savim ir su kitais.. as tapau pats sau priesas ... priesas... <!-- img[medium,left,http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/69/469/DSC09599.jpeg] -->&shy;<wbr><a href=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/69/469/DSC09599.jpeg rel=nofollow target=_blank><img align=left width=320 src=http://i30.xywe.com/26/4/426/69/469/DSC09599.jpeg border=0></a>&shy;<wbr><!-- img_end --><br><br><br><br><br><br>ar skrendam i dangu? kartu. tik dviese?<br><br>turesim didelius baltus sparnus...<br><br>ir niekas niekada jau nerupes mums,<br><br>pamirsime visus skausmus, visus jausmus...<br><br><br><br>ar skrendam ten kur nera laiko,<br><br>kur nera zodziu, nei dainu.<br><br>kur niekam nieko ir nereikia,<br><br>ten kur tyla, ten kur ramu...<br><br><br><br>ar skrendam i dangu. kartu. tik dviese?<br><br>turesim didelius baltus sparnus...<br><br>ir net jei dar kazkas rupes mums,<br><br>gyvenimas tai tikrai nebus...<br><br>by _anima<br><br><br><br>[<a href="http://fobia.xywe.com/0-227-mom-dad-where-i-am-i-rush-to-the.zhtml#add">Add comment to XYWE.com</a>] [<a href="http://xywe.com/p/register.cgi">Start blog at XYWE.com</a>]FOBIA2007-05-23T11:00:36-00:002007-05-23T11:00:36-00:00